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MY FIRST LOVE

(TAKEN FROM MY REAL STORY)

Feeling is believing. Maybe this is the proverb that suited for me. Because I never believed in love, until I felt it. This story started when I was a second-class on junior high school. I got a lot of new friends because of new class at random, so not the same as a first class. In this new class, I was selected as class leader. At the beginning, of the course there was no lesson. We in order to clean our new classrooms. Because I was the class leader, so it was I who was given responsibility for coordinating the one-class friends. When ordered to clean my classes, many friends who are indifferent, some even out of class. Being a leader needs a patience. Few are willing to help clean the classroom. One that charmed me was a veiled woman who was still cleaning the classroom when other friends had stopped working.
Because I didn’t knew her, I approached and I asked her name, her initials are VN. After two weeks into the new school year, the lessons became active. Once again, VN caught my attention. not only diligent, but she's also a smart girl. She good at understanding in almost all lessons. One time, me and her elected to follow the scientific work of youth competitions. Because one team, I was more often communicate with him. It may be true that Javanese proverb says, love starts from the habit. There are other flavors that I feel about him. I was so nervous when talking with him, but I never had the courage to express this to him.
When I’m in the third class, class structure likd first class again so I'm not a class with her anymore. But I can still close to him, because we re-elected by the school to follow the same competition, as a team as well. The longer, I began to dare to approach him. But, what a surprise when I knew that she was dating with senior. My heart is broken and all hope gone, but my love for her still be saved.
On graduation day, I wanted to expressing my heart to him. Though I knew he could not possibly be mine, but at least can alleviate this burden in my heart. Maybe I am a coward, when it was nearby I was never able to reveal the contents of this heart. What makes me the more regret is that when a high school, I was not in the same school with her.
Although I've never met him, but this feeling is not easy for me to get rid of. Until I’m in the second class, I met someone who has a personality like her, her initials is DR. Perhaps because of that equation, I began to like it. I learned from experience, I will not regret reoccur. Until I finally dared to reveal the contents of my heart to her and I'm very happy when he was willing to accept me.
But I feel tricked by the God. Two days after I was dating with DV, I met with VN which was more than two years I've never met her. Life is strange ... ... ... ... ... ..